2011年12月3日星期六

我的『他』Desmon~

他,好可爱吧~因该说是帅呗,他是我的宝贝~俊耀 <3 认识他时,我不曾发现,我也没想过自己会爱上他,其实,我比他追我前的一刻早就爱上他了咯><哈哈
他人不错,很开朗,爱开玩笑~让我不知觉迷上他了~呵呵,傻瓜的我,就这样爱上他去。。有没有搞错哦。。哈哈

当时,一直傻傻去偷看他呗。看看他,是什么人,当时觉得好花心哦,哈哈哈~谁叫他长得酱帅的,lol==i'm in crazy liao...刚开始,他对我很好,都在我的wall那边宝贝宝贝的~哈哈,很甜哦,好怀念~因为我很久都没在wall看他留言这种事了咯><哈哈
哈哈,看看这张~我第一次见到他叻><开心到!!!!好帅,心里就是这样想的,那时怎样都不舍得他关镜头,好不舍得==cause i'm miss him,my dear...
那次开始,我们常常用电脑见面,喜欢看他笑,看他那无奈的表情。嘻嘻,傻傻的~有时好想摸他的脸,可是碰到的都是冰冷的银幕。。
这个时候的他,煎熬吧,我们分开了,第一次,我们一起了快一个月,结果没了,当时心情很差,即使心很痛,我都不哭给他看,哈哈。。我还是对他笑,生日也一个人过,没他陪伴。。哈哈。。T.T记得很像过不久,他找我了,奇怪的,我们又一起了。。哈哈哈。。
看见这张照片,心更痛,哇老,我还进了医院,哈哈哈,为什么?又在一起10几天了,突然,又分开了,我曾以为,永远都不分开,因为自己因该是很爱他了,可是某某原因,哈哈,不说,等下别人打小报告。。当时的心情激动到!!!哈哈哈只能远远看着他,我还偷看叻。因为我们连朋友都不是,那次,我失去对他的记忆,好笑吼,他因该也不信的,我真的把他忘了,忘了的那时,我不得不承认我很开心,很多烦恼也没有了,可是,有天晚上,我发现了他的照片,我问了一个朋友,死都哀求他告诉我,结果他当然说啊,说了好长,突然,我什么都记起来了,好像电影般闪过那些记忆,我尽然忽然大哭,心很痛的大哭,害我朋友听着电话吓死><哈哈哈。。我很心痛为何自己可以忘记自己爱的人。。还一点感觉都没有。。感觉全都回来了。。好痛的心啊,让我一直都在哭!!!!


心痛了好久,有天,他信息问我,什么星座?还说买东西给我叻,当场感动到,不懂为什么,解释解释着,我们又一起了,我不得不说自己真的好开心,这张图片的他,好帅啊!!!酷!有看见马赛克么?我的名叻。。被涂掉了。哈哈哈。。我开心的是他说在那时他很想我,我也好想他T.T无时无刻的。。。一直想着他~哈哈。。我好爱他哦。。。不过就是内疚不能陪他,不过自己会努力,一定会的。我会常常陪他的。。i Love U...Desmon...my dear ^^

2011年4月11日星期一

RIP...VAZ

Life's really tough for me right now
I lost my closest friend, Vaz
And he's not coming back anymore

It just hurts so much to lose a best friend
Someone that I see everyday
Things will not be the same anymore without you, friend
Things are so quiet and cold
I realize that
You're actually the one that always hype everyone up
And now you're gone
Everything's so cold

I lost so much motivation without you
Do you remember our dreams?
We were planning to play music together
But what can I do now?
I don't wanna do this alone

I'm really sorry
Maybe I wasn't a good friend
I always showed my anger when you did something wrong
But if there's another chance
I'd definitely smile that you're still here doing those things

At this moment
I really realize that there aren't much in life
Life's simple when the people you love are around
I miss you so much
Can you feel it?
Are you at somewhere far away?

11 Apirl 2011《再而再》

说一次忘记吧,再一次的记得
说一次放弃吧,再一次的崩溃
说一次再见了,再一次的不舍
说一次不重要了,再一次的心碎
说一次不想了,再一次的回忆
说一次无所谓了,再一次的在意
说一次过去,再一次的想从来
说一次过去了,再一次的觉得曾存在过
说一次到此为步了,再一次的深深地记起你离开的那一瞬间。。

like it:9 APRIL 2011

I was decided to cut shorter my hair,
because my eyes was itchy by my long hair.. :O
It's like when I'm working that time..?
Longer a bit only .. :D
I like it..

The Bitch Is Back...

Old
theme song:
'I'm a bitch, I'm a Bitch'
Oh the Bitch is back,
stone cold sober, as a matter of fact.
I can bitch, I can Bitch,
It's the way that I do,
the thing that I do---'
New
theme song:
'Whatever' [I can't even be bothered to come up with one]
Lately everything has been 'Whatever'. Washer down at work-whatever. Can't get enough work done each day-whatever, Bre left her dirty dishes again-whatever. I have LOVED the 'new' attitude. However, lately I've noticed the old me creeping back in. [just ask Angie!] Yesterday for instance-I hear her telling Lizzy that she and Jeff have been together for 1 and a half years. Do I 'politely tell her I think she 'might' be 'off' a bit. Oh no, I say something along the lines of--'Yeah, on WHAT planet. If that's true, I'm 20!!!' See what I mean? I've so wanted to tell all who would listen, 'Yes I WAS a Bitch--but the Bitch is DEAD!' I'm very much afraid that instead of me saying that about myself it will be said about AFTER I've drawn my terminal breath!!!!!

说好了。。。

《说好了。。。》
说好了 不要再吵架好吗?
说好了 不要再生气了好吗?
说好了 不要再哭泣了好吗?
说好了 不要再讨厌了好吗?
说好了 不要再撒谎了好吗?
说好了 不要再说那句。。。分手吧好吗?

说好了 不要再放手 不可以耍赖。





《只会说。。爱你》
好听的话我不会说。。。
甜蜜的话我不会说。。。
赞美的话我不会说。。。
逗你的话我不会说。。。
但 有一句话。。。我会说;
 [ 爱。你 ]