RIP...VAZ

Life's really tough for me right now
I lost my closest friend, Vaz
And he's not coming back anymore

It just hurts so much to lose a best friend
Someone that I see everyday
Things will not be the same anymore without you, friend
Things are so quiet and cold
I realize that
You're actually the one that always hype everyone up
And now you're gone
Everything's so cold

I lost so much motivation without you
Do you remember our dreams?
We were planning to play music together
But what can I do now?
I don't wanna do this alone

I'm really sorry
Maybe I wasn't a good friend
I always showed my anger when you did something wrong
But if there's another chance
I'd definitely smile that you're still here doing those things

At this moment
I really realize that there aren't much in life
Life's simple when the people you love are aroundI miss you so much
Can you feel it?
Are you at somewhere far away?

11 Apirl 2011《再而再》

说一次忘记吧，再一次的记得
说一次放弃吧，再一次的崩溃
说一次再见了，再一次的不舍
说一次不重要了，再一次的心碎
说一次不想了，再一次的回忆
说一次无所谓了，再一次的在意
说一次过去，再一次的想从来
说一次过去了，再一次的觉得曾存在过
说一次到此为步了，再一次的深深地记起你离开的那一瞬间。。

like it:9 APRIL 2011

I was decided to cut shorter my hair,
because my eyes was itchy by my long hair.. :O
It's like when I'm working that time..?
Longer a bit only .. :D
I like it..

The Bitch Is Back...

Old
theme song:
'I'm a bitch, I'm a Bitch'
Oh the Bitch is back,
stone cold sober, as a matter of fact.
I can bitch, I can Bitch,
It's the way that I do,
the thing that I do---'
New
theme song:
'Whatever' [I can't even be bothered to come up with one]
Lately everything has been 'Whatever'. Washer down at work-whatever. Can't get enough work done each day-whatever, Bre left her dirty dishes again-whatever. I have LOVED the 'new' attitude. However, lately I've noticed the old me creeping back in. [just ask Angie!] Yesterday for instance-I hear her telling Lizzy that she and Jeff have been together for 1 and a half years. Do I 'politely tell her I think she 'might' be 'off' a bit. Oh no, I say something along the lines of--'Yeah, on WHAT planet. If that's true, I'm 20!!!' See what I mean? I've so wanted to tell all who would listen, 'Yes I WAS a Bitch--but the Bitch is DEAD!' I'm very much afraid that instead of me saying that about myself it will be said about AFTER I've drawn my terminal breath!!!!!

说好了。。。

《说好了。。。》
说好了 不要再吵架好吗？
说好了 不要再生气了好吗？
说好了 不要再哭泣了好吗？
说好了 不要再讨厌了好吗？
说好了 不要再撒谎了好吗？
说好了 不要再说那句。。。分手吧好吗？

说好了 不要再放手 不可以耍赖。





《只会说。。爱你》
好听的话我不会说。。。
甜蜜的话我不会说。。。
赞美的话我不会说。。。
逗你的话我不会说。。。
但 有一句话。。。我会说；
 [ 爱。你 ]